my love… repost
“As long as you can always throw something different at the guys on the other end of the field, then they have to respect you. i like that feeling of, “This team had better put extra guns on me, cause if they don’t, I’m going to come get em. And they know it.” And you know what else i like, I like not just running to the snake right off of the break, but trying to take those crazy bunkers off of the break. I would rather to roll into a spot that nobody else has tried to get to off the break. Just get in there, do some damage, do my thing, give them a real hard right hook, then be out. If you live through it, great. If you dont, whatever. I accept the fact that I’m expendable. If youre a front player, you have to take that chance…cause if you DO make it there, you’re going to shoot all kinds of people. If you dont, whatever . You got hit off the break. Congratulations, one of these cats did their job and actually hit you. They care about when you DO make it there and you go shoot everyone in the back. Thats what the position’s all about. Thats what I love. Thats what makes a front player dangerous. Thats what makes a team scared. Thats paintball to me. Thats what fires me up…”
i originally posted that on jan. 1, 2010. that night, we decided that everything happened wasn’t what we wanted. and now that im coming back, i see that the person that believed this is the person that i was when she first met me. the person that isn’t afraid to run up and fight. i’m coming back. harder and stronger than ever before.
